Her grandfather's visiting. She's happy he's here, she loves him so much. She adores his outlandish humour that's somehow coupled with quiet dignity. She'd do anything to make him happy. He told her mother she looked thin today and unexplicibly now, she feel not good enough since he didn't say anything to her about her appearance. She hates how shallow that sounds but it's true. She's never felt good enough around him, ever since he said she should suck in her stomach when she was six years old. She wonders how she can love someone so much when she never feels good enough around him...always desperate to make him love her even though she knows he does.

She didn't pay attention to her horoscope yesterday. Not sure if she believes them, she's not going to take them too seriously. If it was right, then she missed her chance, if it was wrong then maybe her chance is still waiting. She checked his horoscope too...it made sense because it didn't make any sense...just like him.