Her new favourite song (for the moment) is Cannonball by Damien Rice. It's like the perfect love song right now. Mostly because it contradicts things, "Love taught me to lie, life taught me to die"...Now that she thinks about it...maybe it isn't a love song, she's not sure what it is now so she's confused.
She dreamed of him last night, the rain outside makes her remember how she felt in her dream. Rain does that, makes you go back to the past where you felt safe. Sunlight makes you dream of the future. So right now she's thinking of the past. Which is fine, she likes those days....though she's not sulking about it, she's in a good mood, mostly because the rain isn't snow. It's like that day in Oakville she remembers perfectly, staring out the window at her magnolia tree, making a note that spring was finally there.
She recalls the scene in The English Patient where they run through the rain with Ralph Feines so he can feel it on his face. She almost regrets watching it because it's going to be one of those movies that stays with her forever...and she has enough of those.