She's sitting, sleepy...wants to go to the gym. Life is complicated and she's never had these types of problems before. She's never been out of the loop like this and she is tired of it but is scared to ask in case she messes anything up.
She loves the drama but hates the risk. She's never cared before but doesn't know if it's time to care now. She walks away feeling eyes on her, but not the right ones.