Endless beginings....

She spoke to Mr. B yesterday. He wants a girlfriend. He's lonely. She's lonely for him. Not in the way she normally is, but in sympathy towards him. She's managed to get her feelings for him under control again (thanks in part to someone...and with the distance there's only so long she can pine for) and can speak to him now as a friend and be more there for him. She likes the way that is right now, because she doesn't want him to be lonely and it's easier to make him feel better without feeling jealous because he's met someone.
Some small part of her admits to feeling satisfaction at being the only girl he feels close enough to to talk to about this stuff. The other, better, part of her wishes he'd find someone who was good enough for him. Even if it's not her, she'd rather someone make him really happy.
Obviously this statement is immediately taken back if he does meet someone because that will be followed by an angry post demanding to know why it wasn't her...just a heads up.

Seeing quirky boy tonight. Excited?...maybe.......attatched?...of course not.